As a suggestion from a friend, I have decided to finally start a blog. Let’s be honest this has been a long time coming. As a raging narcissist, it only makes sense that I have a place where I can share what I am thinking, and just really reflect on who I am as a person. Scary.
To start, I love writing, entertainment, and I think that I am hilarious. With this blog I am going to focus mainly on lifestyle, pop culture, and just random day to day stories. I think this coincides perfectly with the delusion I have that others are actually interested in what I have to say.
I think it is important to start off by saying that I am a college student and that the dramatic ramblings are probably a cry for help stemming from the immense stress and confusion I feel on a daily basis. I currently work as a lifeguard at a retirement home which does not do wonders for my already raging and uncontrollable mental instability. Although, due to consolidation and a change in management, I am losing that job in 2 weeks. It’s all a part of the holiday spirit. Some people get a Christmas bonus, and some people get fired.
As a coping mechanism, I like to indulge in a bit of reality television and I know more about all of the real housewives than I know about my own family. I have a bit of a pre bachelor boner thinking about the new season, and Vanderpump Rules is the greatest blessing to television. Talk about an Emmy snub.
I truly hope that my crippling depression and inability to commit does not hinder me from making frequent blog posts. My goal is to update regularly and even if no one reads, it’s all fine. That’s is probably the most repeated phrase of my ongoing internal monologue. It’s fine. It’s all fine. Let’s just keep telling ourselves that and maybe it will be okay.